4th August 2015 – St. Damiens Hospital Emergency Room

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Fighting for Life

Mothers-loving, tired, stressed, weary,worried, desperate.

The struggles of Haiti etched eternally on their faces.

Loving eyes struggle to keep watch, watch the IV, watch the oxygen, watch the temperature,

Days and nights of watching and the eyes fight to stay open.

Loving arms balancing restless sick children,

Road weary feet swollen and hot from days in the hospital.

Days sitting on blue chairs

Nights sitting on blue chairs

with occasional respite found on a sheet on the hard tiles.

Tiny babies- 500lbs, 1 kilo, less than 500 lbs.

Big kids swollen.

A boy shoved a bead up his nose.

A boy shoved a pea in his ear.

Big babies.

Small babies.

Fighting for each breath, oxygen, iv, nurses desperately trying to find tiny veins.

All veins seem to stay at home.

Valiant nurses keep trying.

Dehydrated bodies.

Busy busy nurses.

Fighting with death daily.

Fighting for life.

And still the patients come.

From all over the country.

Looking for life.

No more room.

Make room.

How to refuse.

How to say yes.

Young mothers- kids themselves.

Young Fathers – hurtled into the realities of parenthood.

Pneumonia the biggest killer of kids under 5 in Haiti.

Racing hearts, gurgling lungs.

Scared parents.

Small kid- huge tummy

Tiny premie- went to God.

Beautiful Chloe, trying to breathe

Eyes fixed on her praying crying aunt as if to say “why me? I am just a tiny baby. Why is so hard for me to breathe”.

Can she know she has a heart problem and she has not long left.

Her poor Mam.

Doctors trying to find space.

Meeting after meeting trying to find ways to find money to keep this hospital open.

We can’t afford to keep it open.

We can’t afford to close it.

Breathe in

Breathe out

Breathe in

Breathe out.

Life and death- always dancing together.

Dancing around the beds.

Fighting around the beds.

If should be so easy for life to win.

Suffering is there with them.

Yes indeed suffering and more suffering.

Mothers and nurses and doctors and fathers joined together, united together.

An eternal circle, comings and goings.

Different faces

The same suffering.

The same fight for life.

Every year I get an insight into the realities of life here as Olsen takes me inside our hospital Emergency room.

St. Damiens pediatric hospital.

The ONLY pediatric hospital in Haiti.

Don’t read this and feel sad.

Read this and help us in our fight for life.

Gena Heraty

4th August 2015